Suffix and Injury: Entry Number One

marking the spot, appears safe
damaged
today, this day marks the moment where I stop for a moment
I was asked to stop, accused of an intellectual conservatism
Pfff...I was only thinking or just another transmission that I received from a dream I will have tonight
Tonight, painful, a traumatism or a beating...in my chest because I was asked to stop.
But I did not feel a thing, I was reading and then I was reading again into something
It came after the impact from watching. fast then slow. Then unaware of what was happening. Just words.
Just reading, passively entertaining or openly judging
Today that day that was then was the moment when I was asked to practise a part of history I hadn't known, so i felt stupid, but confident
Today that day then was actually the moment when we all began to walk, not again, but for the first time. We walked, together. Tomorrow they will be liberals then they will be fascists and then they will understand why we are going somewhere.

Chicago 2009

Nicholas & Warner 2009

Outside San Francisco 2009

New Orleans 2009

Death Scene/Fuck Scene: An Armchair Nostalgia (in progress)

Our past, our present, our future. Reduce me to a pronoun or an appppppppppp...dotdotdot forward slash forever and forever. A well endowed yeti, an inarticulate clown, an island in space, and a dictionary. DotdotdotLove, DotDotDotLove, DotDotDotForever, DotDotDotDone

MouthDance (2011)

Restless Fools- performed, composed, directed by M.Nicholas

http://www.youtube.com/user/rubbermeatheadman?feature=mhee#p/u

"Thank you for coming to my party."

Excerpt: "My name is Matthew Nicholas and as most of you know I am an artist...I am an Artist. I write WHITE, HETEROSEXUAL, MALE, MIDDLE CLASS performance based artworks...Thank you."  (And everyone sings) All I can ever be All I can ever be All I can ever be All I can ever be All I can ever be All I can ever be...

How often does death become part of our situation?

Time, time.

Time off

time for?

time does not stand... still

Capital

Time

Home

Direction

Vacate

Destined!

the frothiness of this new wave of thought

Gross, gross-motory

demarcate

existence

Falsify! Classify! Codify! and shut up

Central Time Zone

make me make you, design

Playing with guns and fear...I did this over the summer with someone I trust.

Explode

Implode and make new

Destroy! Destroy! Destroy! Destroy! Destroy! Destroy! Destroy! Destroy! Destroy! Destroy!

with no money back

guaranteed life support

Who elected John Wayne Gacy the 45th President of the United States of America...Who did that?!

the cable company? the super market? the post office? me?...me?...me?...me?

From the image archive, circa 2006

The FingerLicker (2011)

 A hamburger- that savory icon of delight- Each bite an allegiance to comfort through consumption. imagine that- consuming everything of something- I decided to eat them all- all of them- all of the hamburgers- what is this thing - this hamburger- let's look inside- its a cow- it's a field with acres of wheat to be harvested- it's plastic- it's plastic on the farm and in the feed and in the cow- it's farmers and families- it's corn- it's steel- it's industry- it's fuel- it's petroleum and it's government- your government and my government- it's a global corporate entity-it's what you and I love- It's need and it's all that and everything and to eat all of them is to consume the essence of infinite power- And again, happiness.